PRE-EXAMINATION STRESS;

Education has screwed my ability to think rationally.
I've just studied the whole entire day [okay maybe not the whole day, but you get my drift], and yet I still feel as though I'm not hardworking enough!

I guess I have this fear of not doing well during the mid-terms and having to look back and say, "I could have worked harder, then my grades won't be so horrid!". Not that I've ever done that to myself before, it's just this irrational fear which I feel comes from the overly-competitive environment we're in.

Let's face it, no one wants to lose, no one wants to be the last. But isn't this just over-the-top? Its killing my social life because I don't want to feel the guilt of not studying when I'm out. For goodness sake I'm not a mugger by birth, and I don't want to be a mugger. But I should think that I'm being FORCED to become a mugger! ):

Adults say treasure your school life, teenagers hate their school life. How about me? Take away the examinations and I'll do school life forever (:



I'm missing my dear cgtt mates! <3
I'm missing my dear 4P classmates! <3
I'm missing my dear Tadahh-ians! <3

& I'm missing you too! (:

11.6.08
(SALVATION)