1T14 2008 <33

CJ has been doing me good. (: I'm beginning to fall in love with CJ more and more.
It's funny how i felt that i was forced to be in CJ. Well, let me explain.
I don't usually like to tell this story because well, people might say i'm using this as an excuse to cover up the embarressment from not being able to enter RJ again. But i thought to myself, as long as i know it's true, that's all that matters! (:

So it was like this. For pae, i scored 6 points for L1R5 raw score. I was glad, of course, and decided to try for RJ. I mean Raffles is like this dream school of mine! I put RJ as first choice and CJ as second. I was quite sure i would get into RJ. But, I didnt! I got into CJ instead.

I was quite adamant about getting into RJ, so i appealed and i got in! I enjoyed the time i spent there. The friends i made were awesome and i miss them loads ((: But i knew deep inside that maybe God doesn't want me in RJ, thats why i got into CJ.

So when O's was going to be released, i told God to let me know His plans, which school He wants me to go. And i even told Him not to do so subtlely because i won't catch it. So i guess i brought it upon myself when i couldn't get back into RJ, TWICE. haha.

I was quite disappointed, i kept asking myself why i couldn't do better for O's and i also questioned God why is He doing all this to me. But i slowly began to understand that perhaps CJ is the place for me! I feel like i can fit in and my class though mugger is filled with fantastic people (:

I LOVE 1T14 2008! (:
I LOVE T'ADAHH! (:

9.3.08
(SALVATION)