LIFE;

We will never know when its our time to go, how much time we have left in this world etc. Only God knows. We also won't know how we will leave this earth, and therefore unable to prevent it. We have always been told that God must have His reasons for taking our loved ones away, but its had for us to comprehend because we do not know the reasons!

I guess thats where our faith in God plays a major role. If we have faith, we will trust in God and His plans for all of us and not question His actions. But then again, its hard to think that there is actually a valid reason for a loved one to be taken away from us. Definitely, valid isn't the right term to be used here because God does not need a valid reason to take someone to Him.

Life&Death, I usually like to avoid this topic because it scares me. I feel so helpless and powerless because I can't choose how I want to die, and when I want to die. God does. So it scares me, alot. But I can't go on forever like this, avoiding this subject which is ultimately going to affect me or happen to me.

Life is short, even shorter than we all believe it to be. And yet here we are [we refers to teenagers in general], slashing and commiting suicide. Where is the logic beneath all these acts of self-harm and self-mutilation? I don't think there is any logic at all. I personally think its dumb and foolish. Thats just my opinion.

I sometimes feel that it is so unfair and unjust to some people. They want to live, they find the reason for living, and yet they are the ones who become victim to "death" at such young ages. And the people that keep saying that they want to die, get to live to ripe old ages. Why? Not that I'm trying to say that those people deserve death of course, because no one deserves to die [especially under the hands of other humans].

24.6.07
(SALVATION)