Im so happy that samantha survived her camp! Whats more, she called me on the day she came back from camp itself ((: LOVES! [ samantha, see the double smile? haha!] and its so funny that ms leong actually thought that samantha hurt herself! haha. the red-cross thingy is apparently TOO realistic! haha. gosh, only 4 more days of being table partners! ): i will miss samantha LOADS! ((:

i cant stand how SHE can be such an attention-seeker! goodness gracious me. i seem to hate HER now. SHE keeps crying and crying. okay, so maybe SHE is really upset and bothered by something. if its anything about the friendship we supposedly had, i rather SHE came and approach me about it. but i guess it isnt concerning me, so im getting rather annoyed. but heck, people do get depressed now and then. unfortunately, ive never been depressed, so i cant really FEEL FOR YOU.

i find it weird that people actually dare to cry in public anyways [yes, school is PUBLIC. it isnt your home right?]. i usually like to keep everything to myself until i locked myself up in the room. i cant just start crying in the class EVEN if i really feel THAT depressed and upset. i also wont tell people that im like sick, even if i feel damn uncomfortable. im like that, i hate to be like the sore thumb, you know? [so yes, yiying, i was feeling seasick during the "cruise" thing during OAC] yucks. i wonder if those who cry in public are seriously that upset/depressed, or are they just looking for some attention?

and my gosh! suria has like gotten so MANY green tea packet drinks on her table today! hahaha. i hope she gets 1.5 litre bottle of it, i'll provide the cups. -hints- haha. kidding, really. i guess suria is going to find out her GREENTEAPROVIDER anytime soon! the poor person is going to be broke if she continues this greentea thing! haha.


SAMANTHA. we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun. hello my darling tablepartner. goodness, im going to be so sad now that the term is coming to an end! i cant gossip with you anymore, i cant sing with you anymore, i cant crap with you anymore.. you get the idea. haha. i dont want to change sitting partners! i want to be your tablepartner!! hmph. life is so unfair. haha. anyways, we must treasure this last 4 days we have left as partners okay? i will really miss you!! LOVES ((:

WANLING. hello my dearest ouxiang. dont care about what they say okay? i know its tough to like not take this kind of hurtful rumours to heart, but try okay? because as long as you and i and all your friends know that you are not guilty of what the rumour said, thats what really matters. so dont get so stressed and upset about it okay dear? LOVES (:

DENISE. hello my honaye bimbo! you really are influential, i have to admit that. haha. you have officially pulled me over to your side, whole body, i promise. haha. i'm telling you to use the phrase i told you to shake HER off the team! i know its kind of mean and all, but i think it rocks because I, the great gmary, came up with it! haha. okays, no dont use it. it will hurt HER badly. and even though i hate her, i'm still not that mean and i know you arent too because we are GOOD and NICE people. arent we bestie? LOVES (:

YIYING. hello my darling bestie! its sad that we havent talked on the phone for such a long time already [the one we had yesterday is so not counted because it was so short]. and worse is, you actually talked to her on the phone instead of me. im superly demoralised right now. okay, im being wayy mean. but thats the way i am. haha. hmm, stop hitting me! abuse! haha. and i cant believe you got a halter dress can. unfair unfair unfair! hmph. hais, i know that the gossiping has made you the poor victim, but i really cant stand her. im sorry honey! LOVES (:


-everytime i thought i finally found a best friend, i'll be proved wrong. we'll just start to drift apart and even to the extent of not acknowledging each other's existence. what the hell. i cant be bothered to salvage this friendship. its not worth my time.-

22.5.06
(SALVATION)