Dear friend,I dont like your company anymore.I feel so out of place when im with you.I know that our friendship is quite strained now.I hate the fact knowing that i may not be your best friend anymoreCall me jealous, but i just hate that.Because, i thought we will be best friends for life.Gosh, doesnt that sound so childish?Why did i ever think that that would happenI blame myself for all that has happenMaybe i have ostracized you now and thenBut it was definitely not intentionalIn any case, im sorryBut, i guess that i have decided to "move on"And not wasting time hoping that we can be best friends againBecause i know its impossibleso lets just live our own lives*if you're smart enough to realise who you are, i'm so sorry. I didnt think i would be ostracizing people that soon again, i guess my moodswings have started. ahh. =(
21.4.06
(SALVATION)