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the Lord is my shepherd.
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About Me
`gracemary therese yap
`g'mary
`gracemary91@hotmail.com
`17th april 1991
`6 love 2003
`1M 2004
`2M 2005
`3P 2006
`4P 2007
`BW09 T'adahh!
`paya lebar methodist girls primary school
`cedar girls secoondary school
`raffles junior college (pae)
`cedar girls tabletennis
`church of saint francis xavier
`fratres et sorores in christo
[[ Loves ]]
`God
`family
`theCLIQUEseven
`animals
`my friends
`T'adahh-ians
[[ Dislikes ]]
`satan aka devil
`backstabbers
`liars
`attention seekers
`animal abusers
`eekie insects
[[ Wishing for ]]
`a closer relationship with God
`to never ever doubt His existence
`to not fear death
I gave both of you my respect for 15 years. To me, both of you are the best in the whole world. I loved you with all my heart, and nothing in my heart could ever replace the both of you. So when both of you told me that lying was a sin, and we should not do so, i listened and tried my best not to lie. When you two said that you love me very much, i believed you. When you two told me that we should forgive others who sinned against us, i tried to do so. When you two told me that i have to accept others for who they are, i accepted them as best as i could. When you two told me to not judge a book by its cover and to give everyone a second chance, i tried my best to do so.
But my respect for you just vanished in a spilt second. How the hell could both of you, the people i love the most in this whole world, shatter the perfect and beautiful image i have formed about you in my mind? I cant respect you, i just cant do so anymore. You are not in charge of my life, you are only here to guide me along this journey. I can accept it if you just gave me your opinion and advice, and not just force me to make a choice which i am against.
You told me to give people a second chance, and that i should tolerate and accept other people's weaknesses, I'm doing that now, and you tell me that i should just give up on her? My friend? Wait, i am so wrong here. It isnt even a weakness, she didn't show any signs of weakness or bad points to you! It so happens that you ASSUMED she is going to be a bad influence and that i should not talk to her anymore. What the heck? Can you hear what you said? Its absurd and ridiculous. I could just laugh if i wasnt this pissed.
I know her as this wonderful, God-fearing, responsible, intelligent and mature girl. And shouldnt my inference be more credible than yours? I've known her for a much much longer period than you have. So naturally, your assumption would be inaccurate while mine would be more accurate. You can say that i'm being bias. But am i not making sense here? Besides, i have this friend, whom you trust ALOT, seems like you trust her more than you trust me actually. She knows that this girl is a wonderful person too. So why won't you just listen to me?? At least take some time to know her better.
I cant be bothered about this anymore. I think you are just some crap. Both of you, do not practice what you preach. So stop putting this fake front, i won't be fooled by it anymore.
The respect and love i had for the two of you, have vanished almost entirely. Dont ever think it can nurture back to what it was before. Because it never will.
James - Thanks, you have been the best older brother any sister could wish for =) I really appreciate it!
14.3.06
(SALVATION)