What if i begin to realise that a person, who is supposed to be my good friend, is not really considered a good friend anymore? I hate when this happens, it happened so many times before, and i lost many 'good' friends because of that. I don't want it to happen again, but i can't help it. I feel as if she and i cannot be good friends, that we do not really 'click' as friends anymore. What am i suppose to do? I can't start ignoring her and ostracizing her because i really don't want to hurt her feelings. I still care for her as a friend, but not a good friend. I can't possibly just go up to her and tell her that i don't think she has the good friend material or whatever you call it. I'm at a loss what to do right now. She is really a sweet person and all, but, somehow, i don't really like her company. I don't look forward to hanging out with her as i did before. I don't know really, the fact that she is a sweet and nice person makes it harder for me to do anything about it. Someone, please help me. =(

7.11.05
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