Cant remember what made me think about this, did we share about this topic in the camp or something? Cant recall. So anyways, do i really know God? Or do i just know about Him? Theres really this very big difference if there is the word 'about' in it. I feel that for myself, i only know about him. You know, people telling you of how they experienced God, how they had visions, how they had seen miracles.. And hearing about this makes me kind of jealous and sometimes i feel forgotten. Could God have forgotten to put me in His plans or something? Maybe i'm just being impatient. So, i actually only know about Him through others. In my opinion, i would call myself knowing Him, if i actually am able to feel His presence and stuff. In a more personal way i guess. [Am i making any sense here? Maybe not,but nevermind.] Knowing Him is like, having this close relationship with Him, but knowing about Him is like having a distant relationship with Him. Its kind of sad to think that maybe God has left you out of His plans. Whenever i get this feeling, it somehow goes away when i pray to Him and ask Him to be with me. Its comforting when that happens. I am contradicting myself at the moment, so i think should stop typing now.

10.9.05
(SALVATION)